MAY2010 Weekly Update.
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 Since this is my first organized week, I'm just going to post today and tomorrow's stats. I will be out of town on Saturday so I won't have the time. I will edit this entry tomorrow with my new stats.


MAY 20, 2010 STATS

Not the best of my days, but here we go...

TOTAL CALORIES: 1,037


Current Weight: 142 lbs.

Current BMI: 26.83 (not good)
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My Weight Loss Plan
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 THE USE OF SUPVENGENZ: I'm going to monitor my weight, calories, food, and also review all my dietary supplements and tools.

THE MINDSET:
 Since (and even before) my last relationship, which lasted nearly 4 years and ended horribly, I've kind of "let myself go". I stopped wanting to work out and stopped wanting to try to eat better food. Along with that came at least 15 pounds of weight and digestive problems. Once a size 5, small girl I'm now a size 11, chubby girl. I hate the word CHUBBY, it really bothers me. So now that life's better, I'm in a better situation with a great man, great soon to be step-son and a job that makes me happy, I can now move on to my weight. It's been bothering me for a little over a week now to nip it in the butt and lose some weight. Ever since I was at Applebee's with my soon to be husband and ate Three Cheese Chicken Penne and also the Chocolate Chip Cookie Sundae all by myself. He called me CHUBBY and I already mentioned I hate that word, so it hurt my feelings and now... I'm going to kick this weight's ass.

THE MOTIVATION:  My motivation is myself, mostly, but also my boyfriend, Randy. And I also want to show my mom how to do it too, because she's just as mental about losing weight as I am right now. If I can do it, honestly, anyone can do it. Plus I'd like to be in better shape in order to wear shorts, bikinis, and dresses more often and not feel fat rolls when I sit down on the couch.

THE DIETARY SUPPLEMENTS: Like I said earlier, I have digestive problems. Not to gross anyone out but I probably have a bowel movement about once, MAYBE twice a week. So to conquer that problem I'm starting my supplements with ColonClenz. If ColonClenz doesn't work, I'm moving on to Acai Berry Cleanse. Detoxifying your body and removing all of the waste inside your body is a great way to jump start a weight loss plan, so I've read. After that I plan on trying the Slimquick dietary supplement for awhile and seeing how that goes.

THE BEVERAGES: Water, Water with Powder Drink Mix, Green Tea (sooo good for you) , Sprite Zero (the only pop I will be drinking. 0 calories) , Juice, Soy milk, etc.

THE FOOD:  
Breakfasts --
Egg whites, turkey bacon, cereal, oatmeal, protein bars, nutrition shake, granola bars, instant breakfast, whole wheat toast, smoothies, bananas, berries, oranges, grapefruits, apples, etc.

Lunches --
Sandwiches with whole wheat bread, Low calorie soups, Salad, Grilled chicken, etc.

Snacks --
Celery, Carrots, Wheat Thins, Smoothies, Bananas, Berries, Oranges, Grapefruits, Apples, Laughing Cow Cheese, Yogurt, BAKED chips, etc.

Dinners -- I will be eating more vegetables with dinner, but my dinners are probably the most unhealthy of them all. I'm going to eat more chicken and fish than beef and pork and replace my beef with turkey meat, then also get more dark, green, leafy vegetables in my system.

Desserts --
All I'm eating for desserts is low-cal ice cream twice a week (cause I love my ice cream) and the 100 calorie snack pack cookies, possibly granola or protein bars as well.

I know as well as anyone how hard it is to stay away from the pizzas, the pastas, the burgers, the fries, and everything in between. I'm not going to completely stay away from fast food, but when I do make the choice to eat fast food, I will be looking for a healthier meal selection, such as at Jack In The Box, getting grilled chicken strips instead of a burger.
Also using whole wheat pasta and everything else as well will be better. And for a fry fix, sweet potato fries! I will never be done with pizza, so I will be able to have my pizza fix once every two weeks or even less. But if you think about it, there really is ALWAYS a healthier decision, even at a fast food restaurant. And during grocery shopping.


THE GAME PLAN:

Mondays:
Walk/Jog on the treadmill for 30-45 minutes, maybe an hour. (Once I get the Wii and Wii Fit, I will be using that every day as well for about 1 hour).

Tuesdays:
Walk/Jog on the treadmill for 45 minutes. Wii & Wii Fit.

Wednesdays:
Walk around the neighborhood with my chihuahua, Gitsie for 30 minutes. Walk/Jog on treadmill for 20 minutes.

Thursdays:
Rest Day.

Fridays: Walk/Jog on the treadmill for 45 minutes. Wii & Wii Fit.

Saturdays:
Yoga/Pilates and weight training.

Sundays:
Rest Day.


THE TOOLS:
Until I get the Wii & Wii Fit, I will be using FitDay.com for tracking my calories, activities, and goals online. Once I get the Wii Fit going, I will be doing it from there.
 
Balance Ball.

Reebok Easytone Shoes

Treadmill

3lb. weights.
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Things I Need To Change... And Things To Do Before Certain Events In My Life.
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Things I Need To Change And Things To Do Before Certain Events In My Life.
 
  • My weight. I'm 5'1" and 142 lbs. 20 years old. I've gotta get a little more active and lose a little weight in order to be happy. If I can't be happy with myself, I can't be happy with anyone else. I'd like to get down to 120 lbs. That's my goal but I'd totally be happy with 125 or 130. It's definitely do-able. I've stopped drinking soda and have been walking almost every day, but I do have slip ups now and then, like last night when I got  two double cheeseburgers from Burger King. Eck.
  • My hair. I've had dyed black hair almost my entire life, at least since I was 12 or 13. Black's just easy... and it goes over everything. I'd like to get my natural hair color back before I get married and before I decided to have children especially. I don't want to go through hell searching for black henna hair dye for 9 months.
  • Get another job. The merchandising job I'm doing right now is wonderful and exactly the job I'm looking for. Decent pay, drive time, easy work that I actually like, and little to no supervision. Plus I get to do my job any day of the week I want, whatever time I want, but they do not give me enough work. I'm working on trying to find another little part time job to do along with this one at least until they start giving me more work.
  • Plan my wedding party. I've decided not to have an actually wedding but go to the courthouse and tie the knot instead. It's cheaper, stress-free, and much easier. Not like I don't like the whole traditional wedding thing, I'm just not good with extra stress that isn't really needed. So, along with going to the courthouse to get married, I'm going to have a "wedding party" to celebrate our marriage. Family, Friends, and everyone in between. Gifts accepted and appreciated.
  • Study for my GED, and actually take the test. I've been procrastinating about this for 4 years now, and I just need to get up off my ass and do it. It would be a big accomplishment for me.
  • Get enrolled in Photography school. 5 years and I still want to go to the same school I wanted to go to when I was 15 years old, a fresh dropout. The Oklahoma School Of Photography is my focus. Most people go to school only for a career where they'll make good money. Not me, I'm not going to waste my time studying something I'm not interested and that doesn't make me happy. I'll be damned if I'm going to pour money into something that I may not continue doing someday. Photography is a passion of mine... and I will love it until the day I die.
  • Get a new-er... car. I've only had my license for 9 months, and a car for 10, but I'm honestly a really good driver, for a female (ha ha). I'm going to work on getting myself a newer car and depart from my 2003 Kia Spectra with the paint peeling off and front bumper barely hanging on. If I'm going to have children, I need a better car to transport them in. And also a safer car, one with a passenger side seatbelt and maybe an airbag too, unlike the Spectra. I'm planning on either getting a Chevy Aveo, Dodge Avenger, Dodge Caliber, or a Hyundai Elantra. All good vehicles.
  • Have my first child. I want a child more than anything in this world. I'm already going to have a step son so at least I'll have a little experience. I'm prepared for pregnancy and I'm ready to be sleep deprived, but I know in the end it will all be worth it. I'm thinking for a girl, Emma, Bella, or Rosalie. A boy Gavin or Grayson.
 
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12. Walk It Off.
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So I've been researching some simple, fun, and healthy ways to lose weight. Not that I'm uncomfortable with my body... but I'm completely out of shape and I don't eat healthy often. I mean, yeah... I'm a naturally size 5 jeans kind of girl, so when I go jean shopping, scanning through the size 11's does bother me a little bit.

I'm putting together a "light" workout plan, and also adding some healthier items to my daily menu. The thing about me though... I'm pretty lazy and I tend to munch on cookies, brownies, or chips throughout the day. Not good. So, I've been looking up foods that actually enjoy eating that are low-calorie. If they aren't low cal, I'll find a way to make them low cal. My favorite low calorie "food" I guess you could say, is whipped cream which is only 8 calories per tablespoon. I really love it, on almost everything.

Other food ideas is shrimp, lobster, salmon, sweet potato fries, frozen grapes, radishes, spinach, dark chocolate, un-salted almonds, olives or tapenade, baked chips, rice cakes, Cutie's oranges, light yogurt, Greek yogurt, dried fruit, turkey patties, turkey pepperoni, turkey bacon, laughing cow cheese, etc.

As far as drinks go... water, green tea, fresh fruit juice, etc.

Exercise. That's my biggest problem. I think if I just walked around my neighborhood or on the treadmill more, I'd be okay. Add some very light weight lifting into that and I'd be fine. Plus, weight lifting increases your metabolism.

Anyway, I'll keep up on it and week by week as my entries go, I'll update on my weight. Today I weigh 139.

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Other than all of that weight loss crap, all I have to say is that I went to see The Twilight Saga: New Moon yesterday. It makes Twilight look like the worst movie ever made, which it isn't. It was extremely good so if you haven't been to the theaters to see it yet, do so... it's definitely worth the ticket.
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11. Nothing can ever go right.
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The weekend was good. Went to Enid on Saturday to sell Dead Set demos while they played at The Glass House. It was a really boring drive up there and a really boring drive back. I didn't even get home until 4 am.

Anyway... things aren't going so well relationship wise. I think we're just pushing each other away. Not quite sure what's going on... but it'll figure itself out eventually, right? I dunno I talked to him earlier and he was accusing me of talking to someone... and having sex with someone. Wtf? Then he told me that the reason he doesn't ever want to talk to me is because I annoy him. That's sweet, huh? I'm really fed up with the relationship now... so I don't know how things will play out.

I guess I'm just going to keep doing what I'm doing, living life, looking for a job, and doing the best I can. Things will work out sometime. It may not be today, but eventually something will go right for me.
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10. Closer to the heart.
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The weekend was amazing.

Friday night I went to the drive-in with Celina and Olivia. We caught the end of the Michael Jackson movie "This Is It" and saw Step Father and Zombieland. I had a really good time with them, and need to hang out more often.

Saturday night, Zak picked me up so we could go get Stephen from Jacob's and head to the Halestorm and Chevelle concert. I had a good time hanging out with the boys. Halestorm was freakin' amazing, I really enjoyed watching them. We only stayed for a few songs of Chevelle, but they were really good.

Sunday I went to Dead Set's practice and hung out for awhile with the boys. They're working on a new song which I really like, it's much more "metal-ish", and some really good guitar riffs.

Other than that, I've just been job hunting and facebookin' it. I'm so addicted to facebook at the moment. I rarely check my myspace anymore, haha.

My plans for this week is just job hunting and relaxing. Trying to save cash so I can get back and forth to and from wherever I need to go. This weekend, I might be going to Enid with the boys, Dead Set. It depends on if Zak needs me to go or not.

Also, I'm super excited. The New Moon premiere is only 9 days away!!!

Anyway, that's all I have for an update, I still need to get a playlist together for the month of November, so I'm going to go work on that.
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09. Keeps gettin' better...
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"When I got a lap dance, because I was 17, they had to put a massive pillow between me and the girl when she was grinding me. It was weird, yet pleasurable." - Emile Hirsch


Haha, I love that man, seriously. Not only gorgeous, but a great actor and hilarious as well.

Anyway, today's been pretty good, yet another lazy day. I just looked for jobs all day. I applied a few places, so we'll see what happens. Job hunting really sucks... and now I'm not doing it for only myself, but for Travis as well. He's been having a rough time. Apparently his dad expects Travis to pay his bills. WTF. It's his bills... his problem. It's not Travis' fault.  I totally understand helping out with food and offering money when they don't have any, but damn... that's taking it a little too far. His job isn't going so well either, they haven't went out of town in awhile so there's really not much to do at the yard... and everyone but Travis has been working. Screwed up, but apparently that's how the business works.

Not much else went on other than that. I received a call from Zak earlier today and he told me that they got a new show on December 13th at The Diamond Ballroom opening for In This Moment. I'm so proud of those guys, they've come so far.
He also invited me to go see Halestorm and Chevelle at The Diamond this Saturday. I guess The Diamond is giving him three free tickets so we can promote their show on Dec 13th. We'll be passing out fliers and such, so it should be a good time. It'll be Zak, Matt, and I. I'm excited, I haven't done anything with friends in awhile, and I really need to get out of this house. It sucks Travis can't go though, I'm a little disappointed, but I gotta do what I gotta do. I'm "part of the band" now. That's what they say anyway.

I also really need to go to the dermatologist again, these fucking stress bumps are driving me crazy. No medication that they have given me is working, so I guess I'm going to have them do a biopsy on it. I'm tired of being embarrassed about it, I just want them gone and gone for good.

Hmm... nothing else to say, but I'll update again as soon as I have some writing material.

- LV.
 
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08. Go baby, go baby, go.
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So last week was okay, I guess. Really boring is all I can remember. THEN the weekend came. I picked Travis up from Wellston and we went to the Bricktown Haunted Warehouse with Nathan, Deesha, Josh, Ryan, and Skylar. It was probably a really bad idea for me to even go in there, I literally had a panic attack and freaked everyone out. The guys themselves didn't scare me, it was the chainsaws and them trying to get in my face... plus the fog inhalation. Yeah... such a bad idea, never doing that again.

On Halloween, Saturday, we went over to Zak's house and hung out there with him, Becca, the kids, Junior, and Nano until we went to the party they were performing at. I've really missed going over there and actually being around my friends. I'm glad we never gave up on each other, haha. The show was fun, but the first band honestly played too long, over an hours worth of music... ugggh. It wouldn't have been so bad if they wouldn't have sucked. There was a huge ass bonfire that I stood by most of the time. Other than that, while that band was playing, I just chugged down a few beers and ate a crapload of Halloween cupcakes.

Then it was finally Dead Set's turn to get on stage, they did a good show for Stephen not being there. I'm not even going to get into all of that because not only is it not my business, it's a really crazy story.

Anyway, not much else to say other than that. OH YEAH! Apparently I'm Dead Set's merch girl, which is really cool. I'm not sure when I'm going to start, but I guess Zak will let me know. They told me that I'm more than likely going to California with them in Summer 2010 so that will be fucking amazing. I haven't been anywhere, so I'll be stoked.

Well, I guess that's a good enough update. I'm trying to come up with some really good writing material. I have a few ideas.

- LV.
 

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07. 'Til Sweat Drop Down My Balls... haha.
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So last night, Travis spent the night and we rented three movies from Redbox. Adventureland, X-Men Origins Wolverine, and The Proposal... which coincidentally all had Ryan Reynolds in them. I personally though The Proposal was the best, I love the scene where she's chanting with the grandma and starts singing "Get Low" by Lil Jon and The East Side Boys. Hilarious.

Anyway, other than that...

I decided to try and start my own pet sitting business. I'm really into animals so I think I'd be good at it. It's not going to just be pet sitting though. All I have to do is get insurance and get clients. I'm trying to get clients before I do the go ahead on the insurance. I don't want to pay for something I don't know if I can keep going.

But yeah, that's all in my boring life... just figured I'd update.
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06. I feel like a newborn.
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So I woke up at 7:30 this morning to get ready for my interview and that way I'd have plenty of time to get a good cup or two of coffee in me. Well I showed up at around 10AM and honestly, that was the most fun interview I've ever had. I really hope I get the job, I think I'd enjoy it.

After the interview, I did some errands for my dad and ended up having to drive to town four times. At least he payed for my gas =). We rented a carpet cleaner and my parents did their room and I did mine. After that, I got on the treadmill and burned 120 calories, haha... pretty good for my first time. I was on there for 15 minutes. I'm really trying to lose weight not just cause I don't like how I look, but because I want to pursue modeling. So shedding at least 10 pounds is on the top of my "To Do List"... I have a lot of those.


Haha, anyway... I'm addicted to "Take My Picture" by Filter all over again. Heard it this morning and have been listening to it all day.

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